notions

Worry is darker water rising up
through clear water of the space
where clear water is.

Worry is nothing. My mind wandering
on its own to fill up space of
not knowing.

Before nothing comes
my mind wants to play and
make up a new story of
what might be.

The sun hushes my mind
by warming my back. She catches
my attention.

My mind is pretending
to be separate.

at the same time I know
I am one and feel hungry
to connect what feels
separate.

I am hungry to be
where I am. This moment.
The clarity of being here.